Misheard song lyrics - better than the real thing.

"Heaven's when God lets you forget"

Helpful expectations

My hobbies consist of taking pills, bed and unrelenting failure
I can't recommend it enough to you.
Honest, I'd change it and myself if I thought it would help
but this is my best for the minute, and I want people to accept that.

'Learn self love', is what they tell me, 'go easier on yourself', but
my insides writhe every waking minute and I desperately want
oblivion to overwhelm me, I'm just not the sort to do that sort of thing.
'Try to cheer up, do your best, you can't change things', sound familiar?

Failure

My next failure is exactly what I need...

It'll be the weight that either pushes me over the edge, or in to help. We'll see.

Reasons for ME love me

I'm funny

I'm kind

Lots of people observe these traits and want to spend time with me and talk to me

I am patient and loving

I am forgiving

I feel strongly, and am very reflective

I am creative

I write well

I am courteous and polite, and find professional settings easy to fit in to

I have a group of people who care about me deeply, and who want me to be ok

I am intelligent and love to learn

I am passionate about my interests

I am able to inspire and lead others

Words 1

I'm the sort of person that gets left at the altar
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I'm a washed out fake smile under fluorescent lights
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I'll listen to your problems and give you advice,
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but I don't tell you about mine
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because its already all I talk about